One of the hardest things to do is to figure out what you
want to do when you grow up. Life has so many choices. There are so many things
I am interested in. I am just not sure what I really want to do when I finally
grow up, but I suppose that I better start thinking. In just a few weeks I am
going to hit the big 4-0, that magical age when you are supposed to be grown
up, at least I think that is the age. Or is it the big 5-0? Regardless, as the
day nears, my mind turns more and more to things I have never thought of
before, grown up things.
As I near forty, my mind has started to turn to things like
what I want to hand off to my children. I have started to ruminate on what, if
any, positive impact I might have upon my friends and my community. I have even
begun to think of my life in terms of the ripples I will create or the legacy I
will leave. Basically, I have started to think of the impact, if any, I am
going to have upon the world. If I am going to make any impact, I suppose I
better figure out what I am going to do when I grow up.
What is interesting is that as I reflect on my life, I have
one overarching desire. I want to make the world a better place. I am not
foolish enough to think I can make the whole world better, but I am wise enough
to know that I can make a difference in my own sphere of influence. That is enough
for me. Then again, don’t I have to figure out what I am going to do? It seems
that this “what am I going to do?” question keeps coming back to the forefront
of my mind. Somehow I have gotten it into my head that I have to find a career,
a job, a task that is perfectly fit for me, or maybe, perfectly designed to
make the biggest impact on my world. In other words, if I don’t do the right
thing, then I won’t be able to change my world in any positive manner.
Somehow my impact on the world has gotten equated with my
position or place in the world. Frankly, this equating has been a bit
disheartening. The positions of influence in this world are limited and I
haven’t had any calls inquiring as to my availability. Somehow I don’t think
they are going to come anytime soon. So does that mean that I can’t do
something of importance? Does my lack of position in some way impact my
influence? The world around me seems to think so, but I am growing less and
less inclined to believe so.
What I am starting to understand is that my position in this
world is less important than my willingness, my willingness to be the person
God created me to be in whatever position I find myself. You see, every
position has influence. The only difference between positions is the size of
the sphere of that influence, but the influence is the same. The question is
not about how to find the right position but how to be a person of influence in
the position where I now am. Being a person of influence is as simple as being
the person God created us to be.
God created us all to be people of influence. He made us to
make something of this world, to live and move and be in a way that makes it
more beautiful (Genesis 1.26-28). Somehow in living in this way, even in our
own limited spheres of influence, we are being most true to ourselves, most
true to whom God created us to be. Thus, changing this world is not about a
select few of us finding great positions of power, but each of us being great
in the positions we find ourselves. Imagine a world in which each of us sought
to be the person God created us to be, the person we were meant to be. Imagine
a world in which we did not worry about where we were but about being true to
who we were regardless of where we were. What might happen then? Well. . .I
would hazard a guess that the world would change. . .and we might just might
stop asking what we want to do when we grow up.
A fellow traveler,
Blake
What’s my next step?
We encourage you to
consider engaging in the following as a way of handing off faith in your
family.
Plan a service activity: God made us to make something of our
world. As a family, consider planning an activity in which you might act upon
this truth. This activity could be as simple as planting a tree, cleaning a
neighbor’s yard, or it might be more complex like engaging in a short-term
volunteer project. Be sure to chat before and after your family activity about
the reasons behind your service. You are serving because God has called us to
engage our world in positive, redemptive ways (Ephesians 2.10).
We encourage you to
consider engaging in the following as a way of deepening your own faith.
Memorize and Meditate on Ephesians 2.10: God made you to make
something of your world. He has enlivened and called you to this in and through
your relationship with Christ. This week consider memorizing and meditating
upon Ephesians 2.10 as a way of opening your life to God. You might consider
setting aside time to take a walk outdoors, using the time to meditate on this
verse, making room for God to speak to you, revealing how he might be calling
you to make something of your world.
AMEN!!!!!!! :)
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